I realised that making someone happy and smile because of you,

is really a great feeling. :D

I was jealous,

oh hell yes I was.

I became sad,

till my moods got bad.

I thought of you always,

I walked down memory lane at slow pace.

I compared our past and present,

for I seeked the reason to all these superficialism.

I sensed you're happy,

but I ain't content.

so I subjected to other happy pills,

to at least fake on a veneer.

you think I'm happy,

but hell no I ain't.

cos' you're my happy pill.

now can't you see I'm ill?

so where the hell are you?

I think of you always,

just as the ocean says;

YOU MEAN THAT MUCH TO ME..

you flood my mind each day,

I'm missing you everyday.

still I cannot find the ords to say,

for today is a sad day.

cos' I'm just loving youuu so badly,

but not getting anything in return.

forgetting someone was rather easy,

until it came down to you.

why must this be true?

oh why must it be ever so true.

ahh, I guess I'm missing youuu.

I'm putting on a stageshow,

the real show's backstage.

smiles and contentment is what you see,

but regrets and emoshits are actually what I keep.

for you I still long for,

now and forever.

I say I'm not missing youuu,

I'm probably lying.

I miss you terribly.

if only you think just the way I do,

everything's just going down down down the drain.

a whole lot of love,